February 2012
19 posts
painting something blue, do they see the purples and blues?, wild within earshot, an extra blue licorice, disrepair of sophisticated, cutouts and show offs, lifting weights I visualize a dress, the blue bird lays, this eyepatch makes my eyes blue, covered like a pink, parrot-faced cat, packed blue bag,
how long has that owl been sitting there?
it’s just not right, roller rink where the...
A psychic tourist enters the underworld to see the sights, take photographs and mark things off on a list. A tourist is not interested in knowing herself. A tourist enters without a moral purpose, unaware of the unconscious influences and forces. A thrill-seeker wishes to wrestle with his soul, for the rush, not so he gleam or learn anything. When these individuals venture into the underworld...
making out, making excuses, making vegetables for fajitas, making sure the room matches the carpet, making a big deal, making something to eat, making something I know they will like, making chandelier earrings, noise, jokes, dumb comments, strange dolls, a profit, scam phone calls, a vase, conversation, making fun, plans, a honkey joke, cheap books, a personal withdrawal,
presumably after...
In recent times, when the metaphorical conceptions of ancient times were confused and misappropriated, people associated the underworld to “hell,” a physical, often fiery, place underneath the earth where people only went after they physically died. Some considered this a place set aside to punish sinners and that there was an alternative sky realm, called heaven, for the non-sinning...
everyone knows the stepbrother will crush the king’s skull, the ceremony to cut power in half, the diminishing halves of influence, how things work here, the seats for those in bad positions, at least it would be a clean death, the eyes of washing machines, cameras of the king, mannequin attack on behalf of the king, no point in hiding, breaking apart, dealing with the king behind the...
cord for light, always on holiday, drab shoes for dinner, for the benefit of the half-hearted class, the great shape of Christmas, years of cupcake pans exposed, wishing the magic egg to hatch,
how to reproduce when there’s only one?
a little wider at the bottom and soft, the toy car labelled smart,
do we call the wreath as the head
we’re both the owner of this object, switch and no memory, a pair of citrines, geodes of salt, rumors of hate, her type of diamond, hypothetical salt, a picture of a troll labeled troll, candy stones, happy ring, berries like marbles, skinny magic, two-sided legend, chance for a new ring, crushing diamonds into powder, lost as solitaire, jackpot bra, amber slice, $900 for a crystal ball,...
the idea of no idea of how difficult life has been, no idea of what is before, idea of news on the porch, not a good idea, first idea is give it back, cut larger holes for bigger windows, considering floods, not a good idea for a neighborhood like this, coming up with an idea,
any idea who you just hit?
the huge candidate stands for,
the carrier corpse of ancient talents, the animal attraction of corpses, a corpse from the wrong side of the meadow, locating the unfamiliar bodies, decapitation of the nonchalant kind, mice crammed into books, there is no obvious dead dog, charred or something crispy, blind eyes to a farmer’s field, zip cording the liquified bodies, a corpse at the open house,
the mummification of...
wave turns me around, wild animal stampede wave, hockey play island, wave pool, monuments and towers coming for us, paintings involving nature, criminal wave, smile and wave, acknowledging the wave, wink and wave,
calm like sweatshirt and capri pants,
waving people in, who would want their home to ride this?, cobra wave, this wave or that, we’ll all be dead, rockets heading our way, wave...
chained to a large bird, this bird gets more water than me, pissing off the bird, killing the bird, a bird flying into the audience, we all clap, two birds in the nest, the blue bird lying near a bush, wondering if the bird is going to use the bush as a bathroom, wondering how clean can the floor really be?
vomiting the dead bird,
a swallow whole, huge bird made of wave, a one-time catch, a...
an old-fashioned plane milling in the sky, risky, Strativinsky and rare board games, sky full and blimp-like, nuke the rainbow, fades to scary movie, edge, watch what’s in the sky, basket of laundry, uncertain, messages, horizontal pirate,
something to watch,
wiping the black smut, roach and smoke, a separate game for the smokers, presumably while high, art project, do a...
the bully is kind of ha-ha, phone turns from pink to black, hick fight, fighting the attraction, the wretched humanoid fights the baby kangaroo, difficult to fight, inside or out, I didn’t come to fight, escape before the fighting, perfect strangler, firefighting theme, dangling cat fight, fight against, fight monsters,
how many battles must the protagonist fight?
nothing to see today, we...
thrown and dazed, the wife rips a tin can, the jagged end to the girlfriend’s throat, will she slice it? like a jagged tooth in a monster’s mouth, shag foliage, the green shag, a haggered popsicle, wearing pajamas and chagrin, fixing a plate of cheese,
what is he doing here?
we’re finished, we’re supposed to perform, I use an ugly toy boat to illustrate my point, cheaply,...
talk of heart and what is supposed to be, crumbs from cheap books, I just need one part from the parents: give me your child’s heart, dumping everything that’s not a heart, going for the flush, say hello to the lady in the black hat with the big red hearts pinned under her coat, taking care of the heart, like I’m stupid, pulls out her heart so she can use it elsewhere,
these...
consistent with sessions, olden times, suspended, at times a destructive parent, time for the tour, limited time for information, it’s exactly the same in Europe, sometimes, a few times, having a tough time with the little ball, tight on time, it’s time to grow up, over our time, this time impossible, wasting time,
time crawling past the soldier,
not spending enough time with...
Empress revealed, a profound emphasis on the serpent, the regenerative power of the corpse, inseminators of earth, the meaning of the Devil, the Tower: remain calm, don’t react, in addition to dreams, there’s a candy wrapper, the Moon falls to the floor, nobody is here to give it to me, shuffling time,
are we compatible?
did I give birth to this?
dizzy in the sleeping bag, nothing...
voice sounds terrible, voice over voice, something I added myself, keep your voice down, keep your voice, voices and people on the train guiding, raising my voice, a male voice telling me how hard it is to sell books, men angels telling me things, Sean Connery’s voice, note the tone of my voice, hoarse, he never liked me, he could have killed my children,
something wrong with this blood,
...
goodbye doors, goodbye floors, down the walk-up, goodbye and driving away, to parents as we exit, really good times, this might be goodbye, dying and posting farewell notes on my Facebook wall, goodbye to the wife,
well, I need a few more minutes,
as well as transition, well, they’re going to like me too, well endowed, goodbye Rauan, seems right as well, meeting in this dumpy, well-known...
January 2012
28 posts
naked and upset, nobody comes for me, myself naked, weeping in a bathroom, naked commercial, the character is almost naked, topless and mostly naked too, doesn’t seem to be much about a wolf, she must be the wolf, completely naked, distracted and driving wrong, she doesn’t look naked when she’s driving, partially naked, naked with wet hair, naked with regret, naked with a hulu...
Rauan strutting around Target, Rauan stealing thousands of dollars, seeming really happy, buying a carton of cigarettes with a thousand dollar bill, kissing the co-captain then he turns into Rauan,
whoever this man is, he wants to leave,
we want him to feel love but he says not yet, dancing in his underpants, combing conditioner into my hair, skipping out on class, Rauan as loud disruption,...
I explain it: temptations, passion, compassion I’m not entirely comfortable around, waking up passionately, knocking him down passionately, passion back, compassion for the fake blonde humanoid girl, or something like that, compassion for a mother who tried to protect a daughter from mean comments, compassion for both, passion and potential boredom, a defiant plastic sword, maybe we need to...
spider carrying a purse and large shell, seashell is really a turtle, taking the unwanted clam, clam on the floor, a conch and cross necklace, seashells shouldn’t be perfect, oyster pearl on the screen, I pick the pig,
squeezing a clam from my palm,
I used to paint dark things like spider webs, spider sleeping bag, spiderwebs in the aisle, spiderwebs not catching the big things, a...
airplane runway, down the runway to take off, having trouble running, she doesn’t like my ideas, a very negative story about a school bus, running between bathroom and bedroom, running towards a field, running towards me,
why bother running?
running the airline, running for office, having trouble running, down the street, running to catch a plane, up some steps on a hill, down a hill...
ghost of some sort on television, haunted house burning, a ghost in the attic awake a few days a year, in the old days when we stayed in haunted houses, the ghostly casino where no one speaks and no sounds are made, accidental ghosts, following the rotting face spirits, the ghost train full of children, gone missing,
missing out by not getting there, barely missing another trap door, information...
two spoons facing one another, spoons tied with ice cream, metal spoon, plastic spoon breaking, forks and spoons for cake, small bowls and spoonful, fork gathering, a fork in the highway,
a sandwich waiting in the library,
a couple times only a sandwich, these kids are picky eaters, hot turkey, reasonable sandwiches, mixed-up sandwiches, she has my cheese, salad not a sandwich,
salads again,
...
someone online regarding her dream, suggesting alchemy, compare the dreams, forget what the dreams where, I have more dreams, felt like I dreamed the key to everything, dream involving numerous boyfriends, no actual sex, dream turns into a music video, some discrepancy,
wake and remember,
getting my dreams ready, dream referencing a dream, dream notes, embarrassed of the dream, tweet this...
find a cabinet on the wall, completely redone cabinets, cabinets need to be repainted white, a glass cabinet with a lot of old knickknacks and books, part of a cabinet, a cabinet to hold crafts, like a filing cabinet, the cabinet where the glasses went, the cabinet and closet just packed with things, puppy veneered cabinet, steaming the cabinets,
there was a national writing cabin,
but the...
Newt in a furry winter hat, a pop of hat head, I’d rather sit under a tree wearing a floppy hat, a construction hat with lime wedge, you can say hello to the lady in the black witch hat, a black woman in a clown wig talking loudly to the redneck in a straw hat, it won’t work because she’s an Aries, an intertube hat filled with bright blue juice, a discarded fireman’s hat,
...
like the cowboy era, prairie women, freshly laid eggs, breakfast for everyone, cows running down the highway, cows on my side, healthy cows, sickly deer, cows grazing in the sickly grass,
are these real cows or display?
he wants a golden cow for a COWorker,
Christian spies getting the best of me, my best to play it off, best from factory, the best way to die at this point, bestowing the wine, best representation, best to dump all the cards, wishing you the best, rats aren’t the best strategy, best to accept,
not such a good thing, good to get some more positive male figures, good-looking food, the door says goodbye, a good feature, a good...
name monster - there’s a penalty for fighting this monster. Should be fought like the monsters from ancient literature, like Beowulf. It lures its prey by using a baby to draw people near the water. The key to killing this monster is to kill her baby on land.
moth monster - to overcome this figure of Justice you must symbolically destroy both the mother and father, which means eliminating...
electronic monster - huge, capable of fighting pretty much everything in this dimension, except for the new monster who is immune to the electronic monster’s chaos feature. He is immune to reason. I tried to tell him that if he killed everything, there would be no one to live off of. He needs people for his own existence.
new monster - smeared with its own vanity. Won’t remember its...
women sewing, filled with sewing machines, machine to work, work the black seam together, read and stitched, didn’t have, sew the end, a hole on the back seam, mend don’t end,
directed elsewhere,
maybe just a sewer, man hole, the bear blinks, a bear pattern, version of a bear suit, cut-outs, bags on sticks, distance of the masculine, critical of film’s validity, maybe the...
her pillow breaking apart, glass coming through the pillow, lots of pillows, parts of cushions, lamp for sale, pillows from poets, edible like pillows, money on the pillow, covering my front and back with pillows, pillows in cases, just in case,
a small gun in the pillow,
biting through the pillow, water pillow down, wanting my pillow, a washed pillowcase, pillow overhead, corpse in the...
I keep my pink eye black, a snake swimming, a potential daddy, discovering each other’s trickery, tiny green snakes with spots, trick types, spies pretending to be cops, honey doing the trick, a little device doing the trick, no treating, the trick of loving him, tricking to love, I’ve never been mothered, trick window, tricky to play,
be careful he’s a trickster,
trick to...
bully incense, bully shake, bully back, drunk by bully,
she has no idea she’s a bully
running the store, learning more, like a biography page, the social pressure to stop and listen, salt piles, an exquisite jump rope made of salt, no salt for lunch, shake her, the station shakes, operation shakes, shakes and yells, hand shaken,
the violence is over
how to shake an etch-a-sketch, how to...
we talk of teachers past, we talk of teacher pasts,
like a bunch of stuff stuck in our mouths,
like cleaning vomit out of a bag of purses,
the past overlaps, tendencies to get with friends, like klingon warriors on horseback, the clown paint of faces, another heart-shaped cookie breaking, these kids are picky eaters, using food like treats even during hypnotism,
forget lunch I’m spending...
wood spider - commonly found in Woodstock, Hollywood, Bollywood, Morewood and Kennywood. prefers muddy areas. often sleeps with blanket on bench. exfoliates with gel, pumice stones and handles. sometimes sounds like the police are coming. can break and damage doors. rarely gets good reception or internet access. often a dim light blue. happy when getting work done. sometimes criticized for being...
wipe the toilet seat, put paper down, sit and yell from the toilet, the seat isn’t connected, the seat has pee on it, looking for cleaners, will work for toilets, small bowl brush,
toilet or basin?
clogging new toilet, no toilet paper, there wasn’t paper, the toilet is disconnected, flushing the toilet, unclogging the toilet, a small toilet next to the woman on the floor, not the...
Finding myself surrounded by the girl with the dragon tattoo setting, rewriting the girl with the dragon tattoo, like Chinese paper dragons, spending the night, lucrative gig, comments about lyrics, dressed like a dragon
the wolf coming for the dragon
sniffing the dragon, four little werewolf boys, the werewolf boys’ mother, monobrow, overlooking Kim Jong Il’s swimming pool, waves...
space issues and space, 300 proof scotch, 1/3 at a time, cranberry mixed scotch, a dark humanoid with wings, white on the inside, 300 something, a sale on stoves, 300 some dollars, 300 to gamble, 300 paid in cartoons, only 300 or so, threw a bat at the car, threw a bat at me, batman, bat shit, batter, packing a bathhing suit, changing into a bathing suit, a ridiculous bathing suit, very sexy...
a tarot reading for a young woman, the reading we’ve done for her, the 1 and 2 of ornaments, the beginning of something, the future is The Lovers, the future is the casino paying out poorly printed money,
accidentally pressing the wrong slot button
looking for my Queen of Pentacles, an advertisement stuck on my Ace of Spades, an advertisement printed underneath the advertisement on my Ace...
Wiping smut from the walls, in the barn there is no wall, agreement pointing to walls, tiled and bricked wall, full length mirrors on both walls, a window, between two walls of rocks, going around the walls, water coming down the walls, hung on the walls, hung from the walls, a thanksgiving poem, the walls between rooms are curtains, I can see over the walls, between the walls, walls painted...
Walls, partially repainted yellow, with old lady furniture to boot, without checking with me=anger
yellow the color of mother-in-law, yellow the color of age, yellow the color of stain, yellow the color of pee, yellow the color of fear, yellow the color of sunshine, yellow the color of infection, yellow the banana, the yellow wallpaper, yellowed and peeling, yellow and faded, yellow as...
An animal shelter constructed as a maze where they dress up dogs in costumes, dye their fur and place them on sets to entice people to adopt them. It works. I wasn’t planning on it, but now I’m looking for a dog for G. I find a costumed light-colored (white?/beige?) terrier by a pool of water. I try to introduce myself to the dog, but he runs aways. Maybe he doesn’t like me....
