January 2012
28 posts
naked and upset, nobody comes for me, myself naked, weeping in a bathroom, naked commercial, the character is almost naked, topless and mostly naked too, doesn’t seem to be much about a wolf, she must be the wolf, completely naked, distracted and driving wrong, she doesn’t look naked when she’s driving, partially naked, naked with wet hair, naked with regret, naked with a hulu...
Rauan strutting around Target, Rauan stealing thousands of dollars, seeming really happy, buying a carton of cigarettes with a thousand dollar bill, kissing the co-captain then he turns into Rauan,
whoever this man is, he wants to leave,
we want him to feel love but he says not yet, dancing in his underpants, combing conditioner into my hair, skipping out on class, Rauan as loud disruption,...
I explain it: temptations, passion, compassion I’m not entirely comfortable around, waking up passionately, knocking him down passionately, passion back, compassion for the fake blonde humanoid girl, or something like that, compassion for a mother who tried to protect a daughter from mean comments, compassion for both, passion and potential boredom, a defiant plastic sword, maybe we need to...
spider carrying a purse and large shell, seashell is really a turtle, taking the unwanted clam, clam on the floor, a conch and cross necklace, seashells shouldn’t be perfect, oyster pearl on the screen, I pick the pig,
squeezing a clam from my palm,
I used to paint dark things like spider webs, spider sleeping bag, spiderwebs in the aisle, spiderwebs not catching the big things, a...
airplane runway, down the runway to take off, having trouble running, she doesn’t like my ideas, a very negative story about a school bus, running between bathroom and bedroom, running towards a field, running towards me,
why bother running?
running the airline, running for office, having trouble running, down the street, running to catch a plane, up some steps on a hill, down a hill...
ghost of some sort on television, haunted house burning, a ghost in the attic awake a few days a year, in the old days when we stayed in haunted houses, the ghostly casino where no one speaks and no sounds are made, accidental ghosts, following the rotting face spirits, the ghost train full of children, gone missing,
missing out by not getting there, barely missing another trap door, information...
two spoons facing one another, spoons tied with ice cream, metal spoon, plastic spoon breaking, forks and spoons for cake, small bowls and spoonful, fork gathering, a fork in the highway,
a sandwich waiting in the library,
a couple times only a sandwich, these kids are picky eaters, hot turkey, reasonable sandwiches, mixed-up sandwiches, she has my cheese, salad not a sandwich,
salads again,
...
someone online regarding her dream, suggesting alchemy, compare the dreams, forget what the dreams where, I have more dreams, felt like I dreamed the key to everything, dream involving numerous boyfriends, no actual sex, dream turns into a music video, some discrepancy,
wake and remember,
getting my dreams ready, dream referencing a dream, dream notes, embarrassed of the dream, tweet this...
find a cabinet on the wall, completely redone cabinets, cabinets need to be repainted white, a glass cabinet with a lot of old knickknacks and books, part of a cabinet, a cabinet to hold crafts, like a filing cabinet, the cabinet where the glasses went, the cabinet and closet just packed with things, puppy veneered cabinet, steaming the cabinets,
there was a national writing cabin,
but the...
Newt in a furry winter hat, a pop of hat head, I’d rather sit under a tree wearing a floppy hat, a construction hat with lime wedge, you can say hello to the lady in the black witch hat, a black woman in a clown wig talking loudly to the redneck in a straw hat, it won’t work because she’s an Aries, an intertube hat filled with bright blue juice, a discarded fireman’s hat,
...
like the cowboy era, prairie women, freshly laid eggs, breakfast for everyone, cows running down the highway, cows on my side, healthy cows, sickly deer, cows grazing in the sickly grass,
are these real cows or display?
he wants a golden cow for a COWorker,
Christian spies getting the best of me, my best to play it off, best from factory, the best way to die at this point, bestowing the wine, best representation, best to dump all the cards, wishing you the best, rats aren’t the best strategy, best to accept,
not such a good thing, good to get some more positive male figures, good-looking food, the door says goodbye, a good feature, a good...
name monster - there’s a penalty for fighting this monster. Should be fought like the monsters from ancient literature, like Beowulf. It lures its prey by using a baby to draw people near the water. The key to killing this monster is to kill her baby on land.
moth monster - to overcome this figure of Justice you must symbolically destroy both the mother and father, which means eliminating...
electronic monster - huge, capable of fighting pretty much everything in this dimension, except for the new monster who is immune to the electronic monster’s chaos feature. He is immune to reason. I tried to tell him that if he killed everything, there would be no one to live off of. He needs people for his own existence.
new monster - smeared with its own vanity. Won’t remember its...
women sewing, filled with sewing machines, machine to work, work the black seam together, read and stitched, didn’t have, sew the end, a hole on the back seam, mend don’t end,
directed elsewhere,
maybe just a sewer, man hole, the bear blinks, a bear pattern, version of a bear suit, cut-outs, bags on sticks, distance of the masculine, critical of film’s validity, maybe the...
her pillow breaking apart, glass coming through the pillow, lots of pillows, parts of cushions, lamp for sale, pillows from poets, edible like pillows, money on the pillow, covering my front and back with pillows, pillows in cases, just in case,
a small gun in the pillow,
biting through the pillow, water pillow down, wanting my pillow, a washed pillowcase, pillow overhead, corpse in the...
I keep my pink eye black, a snake swimming, a potential daddy, discovering each other’s trickery, tiny green snakes with spots, trick types, spies pretending to be cops, honey doing the trick, a little device doing the trick, no treating, the trick of loving him, tricking to love, I’ve never been mothered, trick window, tricky to play,
be careful he’s a trickster,
trick to...
bully incense, bully shake, bully back, drunk by bully,
she has no idea she’s a bully
running the store, learning more, like a biography page, the social pressure to stop and listen, salt piles, an exquisite jump rope made of salt, no salt for lunch, shake her, the station shakes, operation shakes, shakes and yells, hand shaken,
the violence is over
how to shake an etch-a-sketch, how to...
we talk of teachers past, we talk of teacher pasts,
like a bunch of stuff stuck in our mouths,
like cleaning vomit out of a bag of purses,
the past overlaps, tendencies to get with friends, like klingon warriors on horseback, the clown paint of faces, another heart-shaped cookie breaking, these kids are picky eaters, using food like treats even during hypnotism,
forget lunch I’m spending...
wood spider - commonly found in Woodstock, Hollywood, Bollywood, Morewood and Kennywood. prefers muddy areas. often sleeps with blanket on bench. exfoliates with gel, pumice stones and handles. sometimes sounds like the police are coming. can break and damage doors. rarely gets good reception or internet access. often a dim light blue. happy when getting work done. sometimes criticized for being...
wipe the toilet seat, put paper down, sit and yell from the toilet, the seat isn’t connected, the seat has pee on it, looking for cleaners, will work for toilets, small bowl brush,
toilet or basin?
clogging new toilet, no toilet paper, there wasn’t paper, the toilet is disconnected, flushing the toilet, unclogging the toilet, a small toilet next to the woman on the floor, not the...
Finding myself surrounded by the girl with the dragon tattoo setting, rewriting the girl with the dragon tattoo, like Chinese paper dragons, spending the night, lucrative gig, comments about lyrics, dressed like a dragon
the wolf coming for the dragon
sniffing the dragon, four little werewolf boys, the werewolf boys’ mother, monobrow, overlooking Kim Jong Il’s swimming pool, waves...
space issues and space, 300 proof scotch, 1/3 at a time, cranberry mixed scotch, a dark humanoid with wings, white on the inside, 300 something, a sale on stoves, 300 some dollars, 300 to gamble, 300 paid in cartoons, only 300 or so, threw a bat at the car, threw a bat at me, batman, bat shit, batter, packing a bathhing suit, changing into a bathing suit, a ridiculous bathing suit, very sexy...
a tarot reading for a young woman, the reading we’ve done for her, the 1 and 2 of ornaments, the beginning of something, the future is The Lovers, the future is the casino paying out poorly printed money,
accidentally pressing the wrong slot button
looking for my Queen of Pentacles, an advertisement stuck on my Ace of Spades, an advertisement printed underneath the advertisement on my Ace...
Wiping smut from the walls, in the barn there is no wall, agreement pointing to walls, tiled and bricked wall, full length mirrors on both walls, a window, between two walls of rocks, going around the walls, water coming down the walls, hung on the walls, hung from the walls, a thanksgiving poem, the walls between rooms are curtains, I can see over the walls, between the walls, walls painted...
Walls, partially repainted yellow, with old lady furniture to boot, without checking with me=anger
yellow the color of mother-in-law, yellow the color of age, yellow the color of stain, yellow the color of pee, yellow the color of fear, yellow the color of sunshine, yellow the color of infection, yellow the banana, the yellow wallpaper, yellowed and peeling, yellow and faded, yellow as...
An animal shelter constructed as a maze where they dress up dogs in costumes, dye their fur and place them on sets to entice people to adopt them. It works. I wasn’t planning on it, but now I’m looking for a dog for G. I find a costumed light-colored (white?/beige?) terrier by a pool of water. I try to introduce myself to the dog, but he runs aways. Maybe he doesn’t like me....
